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07/15/10--16:22: Who Am I Now? (chan 2619131)




I'm hot headed and quick to jump to conclusions
I can be rude, I can be mean, I can even be selfish
I'm scared of what other people think of me
And I even think of myself as a failure

I have my ups and downs constantly
And I'm in a constant battle to keep myself sane
If someone is offended or hurt by my words or actions
I apologize profusely, deep down from my heart

I give most people the benefit of the doubt
And look to the lighter side of things
Even if the odds are completely against my favor
I feel as though I need to try

I ask a lot of what if questions
And I get pissed some people ask me for help
I don't know why thi


07/26/10--12:07: Cornered (chan 2619131)

The clowns are coming. Don't let them catch you.My friend posing. This picture was his idea.









08/01/10--22:17: Lucy and Bailey (chan 2619131)

Lucy the puppy with the not so puppy Bailey. They kind of remind me of siblings LOL, if only they came together.









08/01/10--22:20: Sable (chan 2619131)

She's a puppy for one. She must weigh like 35lbs and I doubt she's going to get much bigger. She's crazy and definitely has selective hearing. She's got two different colored eyes and she's fascina...









08/01/10--22:27: Sable on the Akita Butt (chan 2619131)

Yep, She's sleeping on Diazu's butt. He's the Akita from before by the way.Evil sleeps too









08/01/10--22:29: Duke K. (chan 2619131)

Cuddling before bed. He's a good boy









08/03/10--14:48: Regret (chan 2619131)




"Do you believe for one second, for one god damn minute that I would forgive you for what you did? Do you?"

A young man had his eyes to the ground, shameful and full of regret. He shuffled his feet lightly as his heart raced, his ears rung with the sting of the woman's voice. He could hear the venom in it but what he could really hear was the hate. He knew she was upset, he couldn't blame her, but what he hadn't realized was how deeply her rage went.

"I didn't mean to-"

"Didn't mean what!?" She yelled as she cut him off.

"I just…didn't mean to hurt anyone…"

Tears started to swell in his eyes. He tried blinking them


08/29/10--12:08: Arcata Flora (chan 2619131)

I have no idea what kind of flowering plant this is. It's pretty though.









08/29/10--12:16: Forest Wheat (chan 2619131)

Wheat growing in the forest? Possibly.









08/29/10--12:23: ACF1 Looking Up (chan 2619131)

Looking Up.









08/29/10--12:28: ACF2 (chan 2619131)

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08/29/10--12:36: ACF3 Forest Growth (chan 2619131)

Growth includes flies









08/29/10--13:04: ACF4 (chan 2619131)

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08/29/10--15:01: Eureka and HSU (chan 2619131)




I'm finally here in Eureka.

Classes started last Monday (8/23) and my first week at school was amazing. I love the campus, I love the people who are around me, it's all a lot to take in: and there's plenty more to see!

My classes are all very interesting, and things I want to take...well kind of. The school is making me retake Chemistry because the Chem I took back at El Camino won't transfer. I did some research into this and found out what the issue was. Turns out that the Chemistry I had taken did not go over "ICE" reactions. That was the next level. I didn't take the next level because of the teacher teaching the course. He's a gre


09/01/10--21:12: ACF5 Green (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:15: ACF6 Post Card (chan 2619131)

Looks like it, huh?









09/01/10--21:21: ACF7 Twins (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:26: ACF8 Council (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:29: ACF9 Around the Bend (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:34: ACF10 Line (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:37: ACF11 Ferns (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:39: ACF12 Narrow Path (chan 2619131)

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09/01/10--21:41: ACF13 Skyward (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:39: ACF14 The Locals (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:42: ACF15 Old Growth (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:45: ACF16 Tree and Fern (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:48: ACF17 Barking (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:50: ACF18 Watching (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:53: ACF19 Clover Flower (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--20:57: ACF20 Burnt (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--21:01: ACF21 Logs (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--21:05: ACF22 Inside (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--21:09: ACF23 Gary (chan 2619131)

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09/07/10--21:12: ACF24 Mushrooms (chan 2619131)

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10/02/10--13:57: Beacon (chan 2619131)




The howl always goes out the same
Starting off low and growing in strength
A lone wolf looking for companionship
Something warm, trusting and safe

Every night, when the stars are bright
He goes to that same place on his rock
The moon isn't always out but that's okay
His song can be heard from miles away

Like so many times before he gazes into sky
Counting the numerous stars, beacons of light
Even if he can't comprehend their vast distances
He knows they can still feel the song of his soul

With a slow tilt of his head, he parts his jaws
Air enters his lungs and gives him strength
He holds on for the briefest of moments
Th


10/17/10--08:56: Bear - 2008 (chan 2619131)

I would have kept him.









10/21/10--21:58: Devil's Advocate (chan 2619131)




Some people wish it upon themselves
To be more than whom they are
Some wish to have wings to soar above the clouds
Others wish for tail to display mood or rank
While a few wish for fins and gills to dive down

These people, which include myself as well
Are foolish for desiring such things

The saying has been retold many times over
"Be careful what you wish for."
I've heard it, and I did not heed the warning
Vile consequences for wishing for more

I wished for a tail and ears
Paws, a snout, whiskers, fur
All of that a canine should have
What I got instead was another soul
Something shoved deep into my heart
And it's a feeli


10/26/10--18:26: Racoon Prints - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Racoon Prints at the marsh









10/26/10--18:28: Snowy Egret? - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

I'm not sure if this is a Heron or a Snowy Egret.









10/26/10--18:29: Goose - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Not sure of the species. Goose though.









10/26/10--18:31: Shore Birds - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Shore Birds forging for invertebrates in the mud.









10/26/10--18:33: Frog - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

The wildlife chair's son found this guy.









10/26/10--18:34: Fuzzy - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Some fuzzy caterpillar someone found on the ground.









10/26/10--18:36: Tree Frog - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Chair's son found this one and held on this time









10/26/10--18:37: Gull - Arcata Marsh (chan 2619131)

Yes, we even have them in Arcata









11/08/10--17:39: Help a friend in need (chan 2619131)




:iconcanine-lupus: is trying to get some commissions so he can go see someone special in his life.

Go to his journal for more details! http://canine-lupus.deviantart.com/journal/


11/11/10--13:14: Spark (chan 2619131)




I sit here watching the stars
Wondering if anything I've ever done
Was actually the right thing to do
Was it right?

I could have said I liked you
But that's not me, I'm different
My heart speaks wild
Words are just noise
Can I show you how you make me feel?

I like the way you smell
And you make my heart jump
It pounds for your touch
And the way you make me feel

My stomach does somersaults
My breathing grows quick and shallow
You make me crazy...
And I love it all, I love you

I just can't tell you that
I don't really know how too
Maybe one day when I learn to speak
Is when I can say how you make me feel


11/17/10--22:42: Knit (chan 2619131)




It's been a long time since then
But these two souls have come and gone
Intertwined by a long written destiny
And torn apart by artificial fate

Farther and farther do they drift
Neither seemingly bound to the other
The strings that once knit them together
Snipped with a strand remaining intact

So frail is this thin piece of material
Binding these two together
That the smallest of jerks
Will surely break them loose

It seems that these two souls
Both older than most
Are in fact destined to drift away
One into the warmth of many
The other to fade to black


12/19/10--23:50: Expressions and Blurts (chan 2619131)

Boreddddd









04/25/11--08:47: CB1 - Sandy Feet (chan 2619131)

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04/25/11--08:49: CB2 - Run (chan 2619131)

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04/25/11--08:51: WR1- Banding (chan 2619131)

Bird banding.









04/25/11--08:53: WR2- Measurements (chan 2619131)

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04/25/11--08:56: WR2- Measurements 2 (chan 2619131)

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04/25/11--08:58: Arcata Marsh - Ornothology 1 (chan 2619131)

Yellow-Rumped Warbler. Correct me if I'm wrong.









04/25/11--09:00: Arcata Marsh - Ornothology 2 (chan 2619131)

Yellow-Rumped Warbler. Correct me if I'm wrong









04/25/11--09:03: Old Growth - Spotted Owl 1 (chan 2619131)

Spotted Owl Workshop in Old Growth (Redwood) forest.









04/25/11--09:05: Old Growth - Spotted Owl 2 (chan 2619131)

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04/25/11--09:06: Old Growth - Spotted Owl 3 (chan 2619131)

Checking band tags of Spotted Owls









11/03/11--06:52: Pack Letter (chan 2619131)




Se•cret (Adjective): [ Something ] done, made, or conducted without the knowledge of others.

Everyone has a secret.

Something kept tucked away in the corner of our minds. Things we are ashamed of, things that we shouldn't know or things that we did. Even hiding ones true self from the world for fear of being ridiculed or worse. We all hide things of varying degrees for different reasons.

I hide my secret because it could get me killed.

I wouldn't say I'm anything out of the ordinary. Light brown eyes, darker brown hair, 6 feet tall, average weight, did well in school, friendly to others. I sound like a normal person with…